You know what movie just clicked with me a lot more?
The Little Mermaid.
Ariel gives up her voice to change her body and get what she wants most. I wonder if I’ll still be able to sing if I transition? Have to find out. Probably worth it regardless.
How much do you think people can change?
I mean, obviously some change is possible. But can people do a 180? Can you be brave if you’ve gotten used to living with fear? How do you embrace happiness when the anger is always there? What makes the confusion start to make sense?
Can people destroy enough of themselves and still leave enough to rebuild from?
I have to remember I have this. Get used to the social networking stuff, bun. It’s sticking around.
Busy life lately. Things keep distracting me from other things, but I’m slowly working on them. I just need more funding for a lot of it. Going to hit the Texas Work Force office tomorrow and see what can be done there. Second job or a better one, either way would be good. Once I get that or backing from family, getting other parts of my life in order can continue.
One step at a time, right?
Saw a pretty interesting trio of bumper stickers and car decals recently. On one vehicle, there was a Sirius Lives sticker (as in Harry Potter), a sticker for the band Rancid, and a US Marines logo.
… I have no idea who they are, but I like their style. <3
You’d think I’d get used to the idea that I’m a failure. That I’m physically, mentally, and probably spiritually broken. Why don’t I? I’m damaged from core to crust. No other reason I’d be vengeful, competitive over stupid petty games, prone to rage, and jealous of simple things like someone having her head resting on her boyfriend’s lap. I should just accept it.
Sometimes I think my purpose in life is to serve as a warning to others. Don’t fuck up too badly, you could end up like THAT one. Imagine the horror, brain so screwed up you can’t even get the basics straight…
… I kinda hope I am. At least I’d have some kind of useful purpose for humanity.
So the right honorable Wirrit introduced me to the amazing world of Chap Hop today. Think hip-hop or rap as done by 1800s British nobility. My mind is BLOWN.
Check this stuff out, everyone.
This is a test message. I can post to tumblr from aim, and that amuses me deeply.
I was driving to my grandmother’s today, and something caught my eye on the side of the road. I looked over, and saw an older man, very well dressed and distinguished. He reminded me of nothing less than a corporate CEO… and was headed into a local comics and games store with a happy grin on his face.
Way cool. :)
Friends make everything worth it. Truth. * hugs *